Sister Moore and Sister Crandall |
Happy
Halloween everyone!
And Happy
birthday to Darci and Mom, as well!
I hope
everyone had an enjoyable time. We planned a party, and this last week we
scrambled to find time to hand out flyers, shop for food, set up, etc. It was
way fun, but I sure am glad it's over. I wore a simple Pokemon trainer costume,
and everyone was excitedly calling me Satoshi (Ash's Japanese name, for those
of you who don't know). Moore Shimai bought some stuff at Daiso and made herself
an Eevee costume this last week. It was pretty amazing, and everyone thought it
was great that we were a set.
We had a few
crazy miracles this last week. On Friday, we felt that we needed to drop
Morishita. It was a hard decision, but we both felt good about it. However,
dropping someone that you've been meeting with for several months already is a
lot harder in the moment. As we were studying about charity with Morishita, I
kept thinking that maybe we could just keep meeting with her, maybe just a bit longer.
Maybe she needed just a little bit more time. As I bore testimony of how Christ's
atonement was the greatest act of charity, Morishita asked us why only Christ
is able to atone for us. We thought that she had understood this for a long
time, and we feel like this may have been a huge road block for her. I
explained how Christ was perfect, how he chose to suffer the penalty of our
sins so that we wouldn't have to suffer. You could see the light clicking
inside of her. It made sense. The Spirit was so strong, and my Japanese was
flowing so well. She said, "I think... I think I need... to empty my
mind!" (; ̄ェ ̄)It was at that point,
when she clearly understood Christ's atonement, yet still rejected the path
that He had set, that it was reaffirmed to me that we needed to drop Morishita.
It was heartbreaking. I solemnly told her that as missionaries we needed to
find and teach people who would progress towards baptism. I expected her to be
angry, or feel betrayed, but she wasn't. It was such a sweet tender mercy. She
was so loving. She said she understood. She said that she would continue to study
and search for the truth, and if she ever felt she needed to be baptized, she
would call us. She exhorted us to go out and find people and baptize them. She
also told me that I have to come back and visit her again when I am no longer a
missionary. I promised her that I would. I feel so grateful that I can continue
to be Morishita's friend. I know that she will find the truth as she continues
to study, and when she comes to the conclusion that she needs to be baptized, she
will know that no one is compelling her to do so. It will be her own decision.
The very
next day, we got a text from Takahama san. Takahama san. Takahama san! She was
a sweet old lady that we used to meet with before summer! I loved her like my
own grandma! And then she just disappeared. We were pretty sure that she had
blocked our number. But she texted us. She said she was coming to the Halloween
party! And she did come! I was so happy to see her again! The reunion was so
sweet! I felt that the Lord was blessing us for following the prompting we had to
drop Morishita. Takahama san is back, and she said that she will probably be
able to come to Eikaiwa again! I am so happy!
My heart is
so full. I am so grateful for the tender mercies of the Lord. I have truly seen
His hand this last week. This is His work, and He is preparing the hearts and
minds of His people.
As a side
note, we went to a planetarium this morning and got to watch a star show with a
bunch of fourth graders from Tateyama. It was pretty great. Because of that I
have not yet had time to choose my ponderizing scripture for this week. Sorry!
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I love you
all! Have a great week!
Love, Crandall
Shimai
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